sleep deprivation isn’t necessarily glamourous but it can totally be the beginning of glamour
Anonymous asked: we both need people to kiss, mind testing your kiss on me =[. Is there another way to conact you? =[. i would very much like to hangout with you.
hi sluts anyone who wants 2 hit on me/marry me can email me @ claradotlipfertatgmaildotcom sweet!
I’m literally still thinking about that anon from this morning & am considering making an okc for the sole purpose of finding out who it is????
Anonymous asked: hey, whats your okcupid name? So I can ask you out and not feel like a complete creeper.
I don’t have an okc, can’t you see I’m far too much for okc to handle?!? I think you should ask me out in a non-okc way, though, embrace ur creepiness, commit to your creepiness. Last night I tried to find a person to kiss and was unsuccessful and went home and drank wine in my bed, it would be totally gr8 to kiss a person
"She did not want to be a woman. She wanted to disappear."
Decreation (An Opera in Three Parts), Anne Carson
Tonight didn’t deserve this look but also nothing deserves anything, probably
A good and/or anxiety inducing thing to do is constantly remind yourself how many hours you have been awake for.
I took this picture at 4am after taking a cab home, needing to convince myself that have a good or okay face was a thing I could do
I walk to the grocery store and think it might be good to call my mother so I do but she is not home. I want to talk to her not in a way where I would share my sadness and she would comfort me—that is not a thing I do or can do, with my mother—but I guess more to force myself to pretend that I am okay and maybe in doing so make myself okay. I cry a little bit and smoke a cigarette.
Yesterday I spent a lot of time lying on the floor of someone’s office
After a while she said, “I am afraid someone is going to open the door and give you a concussion”
I said, “I imagine it more as a beheading”
We semi-argued about something that is too complicated for me to explain here and at one point she said “you really have no respect for the way people negotiate wanting to make things and having to deal with capitalism, do you”
It wasn’t true at all but still seemed like a fair accusation to make
I thought about earlier that day, being at my internship and entering things I did not really understand into an excel document for hours on end, and does it make it better or worse that I’m not getting paid for it?
Then I drank some wine and read Blood and Guts in High School until I fell asleep.